| Tuesday, May 8th, 2007 |
| 10:56 pm |
i can't wait for summer. and i have a new love for the show scrubs |
| Wednesday, April 18th, 2007 |
| 9:43 pm |
my mouth is swollen and all shredded up. i'm miserable. |
| Sunday, April 1st, 2007 |
| 3:05 pm |
indecisive and unmotivated |
| Thursday, March 29th, 2007 |
| 10:43 pm |
i'm not the reason our friendship is in this predicament. i may be part of it, but a friendship takes two. get real. try to meet me halfway because right now i'm not sure that you're worth my time my priorities are in order. ambition is lacking, but i'm told it's genetic i cannot wait until i get out of this town. i'm hoping to go to singapore by the end of this year. unfortunately, i can't just take 3 weeks off schoool to go and chill in singapore. i AM going by the end of the year. my dad said even if i can't go with him i can stay with his friends there . i suppose i should get a new passport, i lost my old one hhaha. my badd. what is the fascination with cabo, mexico, the carribean, etc? i don't understand. |
| Wednesday, March 21st, 2007 |
| 5:29 pm |
i NEEED a job. ideas? good ideas? help, please. |
| Saturday, March 17th, 2007 |
| 10:02 pm |
i think it's not that i'm too shy, i think it's just that i choose to not make friends with people. i'm not into this highschool bullshit where you make friends with everyone and you all act all buddy buddy and talk tons of shit. i'm tired of talking shit with people who relay it to others. from now on i'm only talking shit to people like ali who won't go around telling everyone what i have to say. haha. i'm happy with the people in my life. i love sleeping. i like going to movies. i like talking movies and music with my dad, because he has much better opinions than most people my age. i love my family as a whole, especially my dad's side. i can see similarities between them and me and i hope that i'm half as successful and happy as they have all turned out when i'm older. i like driving. i like going out to breakfast. someone needs to start going out to breakfast with me on saturdays. ohh and i love my dog. i'm worried about her, if i have to put her to sleep i have no idea what i will do, probably have my yearly mental breakdown. but i'm trying to stay positive so i'm going to stop before i get sad. my friends are amazing. the few that i have. i want a boyfriend, but whatever. i haven't met someone that really interests me, at all. i'm going to get back in contact with a few people. i reallllllly miss gus, our small little group had such goood times. i love the koooks. i hope i can see them may 5th. ohh and me and kelsey are doing much hanging out over springbreak. which is good. tonight was the first night in like 4 months when we've actually made plans and not cancelled them. although we saw premonition which sucked ass. ps. my phone's dictionary doesn't have 'premonition'. moral of the story : nokia needs to revise their dictionary. also, i'm realllly hyper. today is a good day. i thnk this summer will be a good summer. and i really want kelseys moms car. it is sweet and its fast. which means it willl be an automatic no from my dad. |
| Thursday, January 18th, 2007 |
| 7:52 pm |
i needd a job i'm very content with my life right now. things are goood. |
| Thursday, January 11th, 2007 |
| 6:34 pm |
i got in the most pointless argument tonight. blah blah blah. at least i won. |
| Saturday, December 23rd, 2006 |
| 11:58 pm |
i sort of want to become brutally honest with a few people, but i know it will just be turned around on me. Current Music: ghost man on third |
| Tuesday, December 19th, 2006 |
| 6:02 pm |
ew. creeepy guy came to my door about using renewable resources, and i had no idea what to do so i answered it and he was like likee "sign it balh balh ablh" but i wrote the wrong phone number because that is creepy! ughh. and my day has been weird. |
| Sunday, December 17th, 2006 |
| 2:06 pm |
yesterday (saturday) i got reallly sick. which ruined my christmas spirit i think it was a 24 hour bug because i woke up today and im fine schoooool is bring me down. im trying to bring my grades up but i just don't know how far i can bring them up in 2 weeks plus finals. i never do well on finals. goddd |
| Thursday, December 14th, 2006 |
| 4:34 pm |
i'm excited for christmas! next weeek is packed with things to do kelsey's birthday is sunday! neat-o blah blah blah. my mom better take me out to dinner tonight or i'll be forced to killl her! my aunt got my christmas present. last year she got me this gnar sweater & vest but i have a feeeling she got me something good because the purse she waas going to get me sounded pretty sweeet i still neeed to shop for everyone. hangg |
| Friday, December 8th, 2006 |
| 4:01 am |
i need an unbiased ear to vent to, someone who can be my friend but keep a fair perspective and not think differently of me negatively by the time i'm done. Current Music: wolf parade- same ghost every night |
| Wednesday, December 6th, 2006 |
| 4:03 am |
how you know i used to hang out with hippies..
today in the 7 degree weather. i wore a coat jeans and socks to the concert... no shoes. it was pretty comfy, i must say. this girl was listening to me and ally talk about my lack of shoes, and i'm pretty sure she thinks i'm leading an impoverished life. hahaha. or else she just thinks im deranged. who cares her last name rhymes with prostitute. anyway. i think i may just continue this, and hope it catches on. if not, i'll be making a trip to greenfields to buy these sweet moccasin/boots this girl in my math class has. even though, i'd want to seriously hurt someone if they purposely bought my shoes. but she bought my gold flats, so if i buy her moccasin/boots were even.. i think. i have to write a journalism column. ick. oh well. i'm really good at bullshitting. people who listen to hear-say and don't have the courage to confront someone about it are gay as hell, and yes i am referring to britnee braindead TM certainly not a loss, but i think it's pretty lame she couldn't just ask me if i talk shit about her. i'm fueled by clementines, turkey sandwiches, and diet coke . that's all i've eaten in the past 2 days. interesting. i think it 's one of those phases i go through with foods. it was this time last year when i lived off peanut butter and jelly. everyday breakfast & lunch. that's all i'd eat. |
| Thursday, November 30th, 2006 |
| 1:00 am |
how twisted is it that i'm making an effort to be friends with people i don't even want to know? i hate school... art school was so much more laidback. and everyone was there because we had similar interests. and even if you didnt have class with people you still introduced yourself and said "heyy i see you everyday i'm liv.. bla hblah blah". if i said that to anyone at valpo i would get a dirty look or get shot. break is going to be marvelous, i hope. this year has definetly been one of the worst years so far. i'm 16, i'm SUPPPOSED to be having this great year. happy birthday zach anyway i hope my schoool year gets better and my year as a whole. its weird that 2007 is only a month away... i still write 2005 on some of my papers. also, i'm only spending money on people for xmas if i'm sure they're getting me something. i'm tired of spending money on people and not getting anything in return. i hate to sound like a scrooge, but people are seriously pissing me off lately. |
| Saturday, October 14th, 2006 |
| 11:37 pm |
i suck at this whole livejournal thing. ps. my mom is a tyrant |
| Sunday, September 17th, 2006 |
| 10:08 pm |
stuck in reverse
when i was younger i always felt older than everyone my age.
but now that i'm older, i don't know. whatever.
i think to much.
i love coldplay
i'm going to sleep
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| Tuesday, September 12th, 2006 |
| 5:18 pm |
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| Monday, September 4th, 2006 |
| 9:22 pm |
i worry too much. i'm making changes. maybe you'll notice, maybe you won't. they're changes for me and no one else. |
| Monday, August 21st, 2006 |
| 7:29 pm |
i remember when i didn't take shit from anyone. i could elaborate, but just to leave you hanging i won't |
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